Thinking of you during such a terrible time...words really can't help sometimes. But knowing someone feels your pain can somehow make us feel "something". "Better" is not the word. I am so very sorry for your loss.
Hello, reading your comment sounded like listening to myself, I recently suddenly lost my son in his 20's and I feel dead inside, and am sick of having to go thru life and act ok for family and freinds. I am not ok , I never will be, I am forever changed and I too long to not wake up , but hope to go to heaven and see my son again for living here is truly hell :( Mary H