when my mom passed last may- I found this group - it really helped reading the posts to know that we all must bear this burden- I am praying you have strength - I felt a black hole and was paralyzed for a time-we lost mom after many yrs fighting cancer so we knew it was coming it still took us off guard with a couple months- I truly hope you know you are not alone- I just was grateful I had my momma for 47 almost 48 yrs as she died a week before my bday- may peace with you -
Praying that you will have some peace Darlene during this time. It is very difficult to lose a parent and even worse when you are so close and it was sudden. The grief...yes, it may sound cliche, but it does get better with time....at least the ability to move on....the pain is always there, the loss still great, however, you will make it through, it may not seem like it now...the pain is to fresh...the wound too deep....but it will get easier. Take care.