Posted on June 10, 2010 at 9:24pm
Tomorrow, June 11, is my birthday . . my first birthday since my Junior left me on June 20, 2009. He was admitted to the hospital for a 2-day stay on my birthday last year. I just cannot believe that he will not be here this year--just another 'first' for me without him! I feel so empty and lost at times...all day, every day! It just seemed that our future was going to be spent together, traveling, fishing, and enjoying each other!! He would be having a fit over the oil spill in the Gulf. We… Continue
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Hi Deb, I'm catching up on posts I haven't been here in the past several days, and I read the one you wrote about singing "solo"- I love that! You sharing those memories with the girls is wonderful! I love those moments also. The other night I shared dinner with my son & daughter, both in thier 20s , and we were enjoying it so much we kept saying "Mmmmm" & when we got through eating I was beginning to miss Larry (he loved a good meal)! I told told my kids I was sorry & I know they are probably tired of me feeling this way, but the both said "No, we miss him too." Then they both said "Here mom, does this make you feel better?" and they exposed their belly's & began to rub in delight, just like Larry. We all laughed & it was great.
God bless us all as we make our way in this world w/ them in our hearts, our souls & our thoughts. Hugs~
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