deborah please forgive me for not responding sooner. thank you so much for your comments . i hope you find PEACE . i still hurt very bad inside but i have found some peace . you are so right life does not stop for a year. i didn't want to stay in same place just to get use to living without my wife . i could never get use to living without her in the home we shared. thus i renting it and moved to the beach . God Bless you
Deborah, I also cannot understand how this could have happened so suddenly.
I am still trying to make sense of the last few weeks. Hopefully with the help of this site and God we will be able to slowly move ahead one day at a time. My anniversary is also in October. I know that we both have some very difficult days ahead of us. May God bless you.