This is one of the most difficult things I have ever had to deal with. I never thought that I would be living alone again at this point in my life. The house seems so big some times. I just recently went to our favorite diner for the first time and ordered his favorite meal... I cried my eyes out the whole time I was there.... but I did it. I still have a difficult time doing groceries as its a constant reminder that I'm only shopping for one. They say it gets easier but the way I feel some days I really have my doubts.