Trying to cope with the lonliness. I miss my Best Friend, Companion, and Lover.The holidays are over and now its time to regroups and try to assume the "Head of Household" role. It seems when I look around there are a numer of issues that need attention. One foot in front of the other that what I try to keep on remembering. My Ron's Birthday is tomorrow and I want to believe and pray that he is now smiling, free of pain and discomfort. I pray for a sign to know that he is OK. I will always love him now and forever. And I miss him so much.