I know what, your feeling. Mornings are tough, nights are quiet and lonely. I hate this too. I'm in a state of limbo. Hope this site helps some, to know your not alone with your feeling, we are all trying to struggle through this , bad hand we have been dealt. Hugs and prayers to you, hope I can help in some small way, I'm always ready to listen, and share this journey with you, tale care.
So sorry for your loss. I lost my husband March 2. It is the hardest thing I've ever had to face. I've met some wonderful people here that understand the pain and the loss. Hope it helps you as well. Sending prayers your way