Pain in my heart grows

Missing my friend,heart and soul.My mind is in a whirl.Can't think straight.The sadness and the lonlyness inside,is just ripping me apart.Sure the stress level is down,but not a day goes by that I am not thinking of Dennis and what happened that nite.My heart is black,when it come's to some people.And it will alway's stay that way.No one will ever make me feel any differant about that.No matter how many doctor's I have to see.A person can't change the feeling's in… Continue

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I miss you more and more everyday
There is nothing anyone can say
My heart was broken,never to mend
It will stay this way till the end

I can't let go,and I know it really does show
The pain,broken heart,the lost of my soul
I will see you again,when it is my time
Then together that cloud we shall climb

Miss you

Grudge
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1. bitterness, rancor, malevolence, enmity, hatred. Grudge, malice, spite refer to ill will held against another or others. A grudge is a feeling of resentment harbored because of some real or fancied wrong: to hold a grudge; She has a grudge against him.: Spite

Life in a world of black







I live in a world of black,with no lite's to turn on.A hole where my heart used to be.I can't seem to move forward in this life.I am held back by my past.My past want let go.It has these big black arm's that has a hold on me.Hatred is a hard word,but it is here to stay.I am afraid to go forward,because I don't want to forget.I am scared I will forget.So I stay in my black world,with no way to get out.People say let it go.I can't do that.This is my… Continue

I lost my husband1-1-2002,due to my ex son in law.Who was a cop at the time.Everyone know's that good old boy thing.I am still not coping with his death.I am on meds because of all this.Our county was in bad shape at the time.And ithas taking this long to find someone to listen to me and my kids.They have called in The Texas Rangers.And we have found out the statments my daughter and I gave can not be found.I feel nothing but hatered for these's people.And to make matters worse,my ex son in law… Continue