People expect me to get over my grief. They expect me to push Mike under a carpet, forget and move on. It's been 15 months. I gave birth to him. I miss him terribly. I have so many unanswered questions about Why? Some people can answer my questions but choose not to. I'd rather know the answers than deal with this god-forsaken pain of not knowing. I make up all these scenarios in my head. Not knowing if they are true or not. I WANT THE TRUTH!
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