Thank you for the video, you live in North Adams Ma, I am from williamstown ma, I was just in Pittsfield last month wow, I so sorry for your loss, I know sorry does not even come close, that video give me hope, I lost my daughter she was 18 will be three years in two days, seems like yesterday, but you just lifted my spirits I want to thank you. If you ever want to talk msg me or look me up on facebook, GOD bless.

You hit the nail right on the head with your comments !
My husband died unexpectedly on 6-2-10 of a brain hemorrage
and I cannot seem to cope very well.

I am so sorry for your loss....was your husband's death unexpected or was he sick ?
My husband had a brain hemorrage and didnt
last even 24 hours......we just went.
I guess I should be grateful he did not suffer, but
yet, I am so lonesome and lost without him.
I have read the book 90 minutes in Heaven by
Don Pipper and now I am reading his book,
Heaven is real......I am confident my husband is
now in Heaven, and someday we will meet again.
I have to find a way to go on without him and I
am trying to figure out God's plan for me.....
(I was laid off after 16 yrs last October)
The kids are gone & have their own families...
Its just so hard as I am sure you know..
I would love to be your friend, however, I took
myself off of Facebook.....sorry......but maybe we
can stay in touch from time to time here.
Hugs,
Arlene

Holley, I am so sorry for your loss. I also lost my husband very suddenly and unexpected on Aug 5, 2009 at the age of 53. I am lost also, a big part of me died with him that day, I am not, and never will be the same person I used to be. It's almost a year now and it feels like he's been gone 10 years..I'm lost, lonely, and scared of my life from now on. We were always together 24/7 and I don't know how I'm going to handle my life. All I can think of is the next time I see him, he is going to hug me and we will never have to say good bye ever again. There are no words I can say to make you feel better, but know I'm here for you, as is everyone on this site, we all understand. Please keep in touch!
Barb

Hi Holley,
I am so very sorry for your loss and can't imagine losing the man of my life. My story is almost the same in a sense, but I lost my husband emotioally after the loss of him mother on June 2nd,2020. He was the sweetes, supportive,loving man that any women could ask for. After his mother's dealth, he changed and got so cold and distant with me. I just didn't know what had happened to my husband! He has been so cruel and distant. That is a loss for me because I know longer sit and talk or share like we use to do. I know grief is difficult, I lost my mother many,many years ago when I was only 14 years old. It was the most horrible loss, I have ever been through and I hope I never go through the pain I did at that time in my life. I must say, it does get easier but you never forget them, nor with that void in your heart ever change. You will always hold them close, in mind and spirit as well. You will Ok. It will take you some time I am sure to get over the loss of your husband since it was such a special kind of love and bond. I hope you find peace and love in your heart to see you through this of loss. Contact me if you need a friend and support.
Tina

Hi Holley
I'm so sorry for the loss of your husband. There really are no words. I can relate about your feelings of not knowing where you go from here. I didn't lose my husband, but I lost my son. I know it is a different kind of loss, and different kind of grief, but it is still loss and grief. The world is different without them in it. It looks different, feels different....and for me it sounds different. I know what you mean when you say you can't think straight sometimes. Everything has changed. It doesn't get easier, at least for me it hasn't. It has gotten harder as time goes on. I miss my son so very much. I know I will see him again, and God is getting me through this. You're right Holley, this is the hardest thing. I pray God will comfort you.