Truly, our loved ones are just as close in death as they were in life. My wife of 25 years was killed in a car wreck 2/16/2009. I was pinned in and said to my wife who was still living immediately after the wreck that i was trapped and could not get out to try to help her. She was hanging forward in her seat belt and i got her loose and put her head on my lap. i immediately told her that someone would be there shortly , to hold on, and then I said I love you. She immediately said I love you and then went limp on my lap. I checked and found no pulse. I was taken to the hospital with injuries and was knocked out with morphine for the pain. Upon waking the next morning I was on my way to intensive care. I immediately told my doctor that i was going to go take care of my wife. Against medical advice I left and made funeral arrangements and was taken in a wheel chair to the funeral home, and to all visitation and the funeral. immediately after i was taken back to the ICU. after several days there i went home. Being a bad diabetic I had just received 3 months of insulin and insulin pump supplies. I asked the girls in my office to look for them to no avail. I talked to my wife and asked her where she might have put them as she was always moving things. I was afraid that they were lost in the wreck. The morning we left she left a small amount of food on the stove and it had spoiled, along with something in the refrigerator. I still was having trouble walking and bending. I took a stool and tried to find what was smelling in the refigerator. The first item I picked up had all my insulin under it. Still no pump supplies. When i went back to the office, i walked thru a small isle to get to my desk. I had been sitting there about fifteen minutes when i glanced to the right and there was a box. My insulin supplies were in it. I could not possibly have made it to my desk by stepping over the box and my employee verifies it was not there before. Several times since then a paper shredder has turned itself on and had to be turned off manually. My employee who was very close to My wife had to turn the machine off saying to my wife, leave that alone, I will do that. She as well as i have felt her presence and seen her in a favorite dress on one occasion. I talk with her daily.