I lost my mother Dec 18th. I felt so empty, so alone. Sorry I couldn't say "I love you" at the end; I couldn't sit next to her and hold her hand without breaking down. Couldn't say "good by" at the cemetery. I want to believe she'll always be with me. Mere words don't express the feeling. I have a hard time expressing feelings.
Easy to say the words, but doing so doesn't seem to cover the feeling.