Just thinking about my son Joseph, who was took from me in 2006. I don't know why I keep up with the calendar date, because my heart does not know it been almost 7 years. People say time heals all wounds and broken hearts, that has to be the opinion of someone who has not lost a child! My arms will forever seek to embrace my child and my eyes seek out that big silly grin of his. I miss him so much and people who have not experienced the loss of a child  can not begin to know the pain and helpless feeling that you and no one  can understand. My heart go out to anyone who has loss a love one, but there is no pain equal to the loss of your child. The break downs of tears ans screams have lessen but not my longing to have him here with me. Simply put "I want him"!