Posted on September 25, 2010 at 8:09am
I lost my 19 year old son, Kyle on Sunday June 20, 2010, This is the first time I found the courage to write this much, I'm scared so scared and not sure why. Why is it so hard to look at his pictures? Is it normal to think this is not real? I'm still waiting for him to call text or walk through the door ans tell me all is ok.....
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Hello Jane, Thank You so much for thinking of me, I haven't been feeling to good, I'm grieving very much for Sean!!! I had the worst week ever, Sean's x girlfriend just found out of Sean's passing and came over & stayed 4 hours and it just opened a soar wound again & I was just feeling very crappy!!!! My mind was going & going so much I felt like I was just going to lose it so I had to medicate myself & sleep to escape & let my mind rest, It was just horrible but I'm feeling a lil better & I need to find things to keep me busy.... Sean passed June 14th 2010 were still waiting on his autopsy its been so long...I was told Sean & his friend took some oxi's & volumes & his friend said they both passed out & when his friend woke up Sean was on the floor gone.... I need to know the truth even though it wont bring Sean back I just need to know....Jane I'm so HEART BROKEN I just don't know what to do at time's. How are you? Please write to me anytime... are you on Face Book?? Iam, If you are look me up Ronda Gray Johnston and my profile pic is of Sean, not the photo that's on this one site. I hope your doing okay..... Write again would love to hear more about Kyle PLEASE!!!! Hugs to u & your family, God Bless, Love Ronda
My first Christmas without him, This has yet to be the hardest. I thank God for my daughter, Kelly and my other son, Kevin. It will be so different without Kyle. I know we all feel the loss.
My heart and love go to everyone who is missing thier child this holiday and know I pray for all the parents who are grieving. I thank all who have taken the time to write me. I am looking forward to meeting more people as it helps SO much knowing I'm not suffering alone. It is very sad to meet new friends in this way but I am thankful to god that this site is here for parents of lost children. My thoughts and prayers and much Love go to each and everyone of you.....Jane Kyles mom
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