Hi Janet yes it has been awhile for you. I am sorry i can imagine i will be like you. I can never imagine not being sad because he was so much a part of me my now my future everything i don't like it one bit i feel for you carrie l
I lost my 25 year old son to suicide August 19, 1999. I still grieve his death and people do not seem to understand why after all this time I still grieve. If you have never been through this I guess you wouldn't understand. To all of you that has been through tis, I most certainly understand what you are going through or have been through. I am so, so, sorry for all of you that have lost loved ones in this matter. May God Bless you and comfort you and bring peace to your hearts and minds.