I lost my father very recently (Oct. 14,2014). I hurt so much inside. I feel like my heart has been pulled out of my chest. He was my rock. Always there to hold me up thru hard difficult times. I can't see an end to these feelings. I am already currently on Disability for Depression that has been for years and this just ads more hurt to what I can't seem to find answers to. He had COPD which is a terminal disease that literally takes your breath away. I was there for all his doctor appt. and drove over to the Assisted Living where he was to make sure did not need anything. I watched him get worse and worse and there was nothing I could do about it. Thats what really hurt. I could not take his pain away and to see him hurting just added to my hurting. I really question how I will be able togo on without my rock.