I understand your pain, Thanksgiving was very hard for me too. The night before I cried myself to sleep I woke up crying didnt want to get out of bed but I knew I had to push myself for my son and my mother in law. the day turned out really nice but the void i feel is unbearable but I sit and say to myself. But God, only he knows how much we can bear we sell ourselves short when we think of what we can deal with with problems and storms arise in our lives. We must pray for one another that this to shall pass the void of our love ones will be there but the pain want be as great. Take care God loves you and so do I.