Posted on December 29, 2020 at 6:10pm 0 Comments 0 Likes
Since i did better last year with christmas i thought id would be easier each passing year. It isnt. It sucks. My emotions flow. this year was not pleasant for weeks. COVD really didnt help matters. I dont miss the chaos of my brother drinking at xmas, but god i miss him. I dont know if i ever wont. Life has gone on. Im well, life is beautiful. this part seems so hard. I get to help others not end up like my brother so that is a blessing in itself. Happy 2021 All
Posted on February 3, 2020 at 10:48pm 0 Comments 0 Likes
My bother mike would have been 40 today. its almost been 8 years since he died. its still so hard. this bday is a little harder. maybe because he didn't see 40. i still so hard. less gut wrenching, but so hard. i miss my brother
Posted on June 11, 2019 at 10:55pm 0 Comments 0 Likes
After 7 years and what still feels like a long road my dad dropped new information on me today about my brothers death. He let me know that he had his eyes roll back to white while conscious 2 days before he had his seizure . 2 days later he died from seizure. He didn't take him to the hospital the first time. He is now telling me this 7 years later. Neither of my parents told me about this . I could have maybe helped. While I know there is no turning back I feel so many strong emotions…
ContinuePosted on December 22, 2018 at 10:05pm 0 Comments 0 Likes
6th Christmas without Mike.all mo the every December I'm just on a rollercoaster of emotions.my brother has been visiting my 2 year old daughter. It's incredible and heart warming. Always miss Mike.
Jennifer,Sorry for the loss of your brother as well.It's devastating no matter how much time has passed,it feels like yesterday.We all have questions,some can be answered and some not.It's just hard to accept that they may never be and the "Why" can be overwhelming.I go to a bereavement group monthly but I don't talk much,hard to talk in front of many people.Then I leave disappointed and question should I keep going.
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