I thought I had things pretty much in control,but lately,I feel like I'm regressing and feeling sadder and less in control.I have a lot of stuff to do what with taxes and financial stuff that my husaband always took care of.
I feel his loss much more in the last month or so,and I don't know why I'm taking such a step backwards.I am starting a Grief Counceling group on Monday and if I make it through this weekend,that may help.I know I'll be ok,but sometimes it is really overwhelming and I still can't get my head around his death and how incredably fast it was.it will always be somewhat of a mystery since TTP is so rare,and there were no indications that anything was wrong until 12 hours after we went to the hospital,he was dead.
I will try to have a good weekend.I am going food shopping and having a few of my Theatre friends over tomorrow night for Academy Awards.
I haven't seen any of the films nominated,but still fun to watch.
Have a good weekend,everyone :}