At least you have his pillow to sleep with I don't even have that----
I didn't even know he died and what killed him until I got a freaking voice mail the next day--he died--cancer--then hung up--they won't even talk to me now--I have so many questions--was anyone with him when he died--or was he alone, did he suffer, I don't know ANY of the details----
and it's driving me CRAZY!!
They ALL know that his wishes would have been for me to be contacted, so I could be there, for him, with him, take his things home with me----left everything he owned to me--but he didn't have a will--he was only 44 yrs. old so it's up to them IF I can have his things.
Hope you sleep well, I'm gonna TRY to sleep myself!!