Posted on November 20, 2010 at 2:44pm
Missing Mom so much lately now that the holidays are near. She would spend Thanksgiving and Christmas with us. I will miss her saying grace before our Thanksgiving meal. It is six months today that she has passed, today is November 20th and it is my anniversary as well. I have been thinking of her all day and how much I miss her. I am going to church later so I hope I feel better when I get out of church. I just miss her so much.
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I hope today will be a better day for you. :) I am so glad that you are reminding yourself of my words. I hope they are helping you. Sharing with you is also helping me. I've never been in any support group or reached out to help someone that's going through the same thing I'm going through before. I have a peace in my heart, that I know that only God could have put there, that everything I'm sharing with you is true. It's just like God is giving me the words to tell you what He wants you to know. I know that our Mothers are around us each day checking on their "girls" (you and me). God is SO loving and merciful, He blessed us with our wonderful Mothers and He knows how much we love and cherish them, and He knows how much they love and cherish us. There is a whole invisible dimension surrounding us that we don't understand, but I know that God allows our Mothers to go back and forth from Heaven daily to check on us. They can see you and me, WE just can't see them. Try to picture your Mother smiling and giving you a big, big hug and kiss. I'm sure she is so proud of you, Judi. :) I think that is wonderful that you put a cup out for her to have coffee with you. Keep on doing that every day and keep on talking to her, you are definitely not crazy. She hears EVERY word you say to her. Listen for her voice in your head as to what she is saying back to you. Talking to my Mother has comforted me SO much. I can hear her voice in my head talking back to me. I finally dreamed of her last night for the first time. She and I were sitting outside and I noticed a bird, a cockatiel, in a bush beside us. I told her to look, a cockatiel. I told her they sell them in pet stores and they are expensive. I couldn't see her face, or rather I wasn't looking her in the face, but she was sitting right beside me. She and I loved to watch birds. We would be riding in my car and she would point out birds on the telephone wires. Sometimes one would be sitting off to itself, and she would say "He must be mad at the others." I hear her voice every time now when I see birds on a wire. We enjoyed feeding birds when we went riding. We would pull into a parking lot and feed them bread and popcorn out the window of my car. Or we would stop at a pond or sit by the ocean (I live in Florida) and feed them. Try to remember activities you and your Mother shared together and listen for her voice in your head. Our Mothers are probably friends in Heaven now, especially since they arrived on the same day, June 20. I'm sure they are telling each other about what wonderful daughters they have still on earth. We are only separated temporarily, we will be with them FOREVER when the Lord takes each of us to our heavenly home. But for now, our Mothers want us to keep on keeping on and making them proud of us, and to keep on doing the things that we have to do here on earth and that they would want us to be doing. Let's think of our Moms as our "invisible" Mothers/Best Friends, because they are. They are beside us wherever we go. They want us to see them so much, but at least they can see you and me. And God is so loving and merciful, that he gave them perfect, total healing and they are both completely healthy and happy, and they are having a big family reunion with other loved ones who are in Heaven. There are no more tears or sadness, no sickness or disease, and no more death. And God is so loving that He allows our Mothers to "zip back and forth in a split second" to be by our sides here on earth. He wants our Moms to be SO very happy He wouldn't have it any other way. :) You will dream of your Mother eventually, probably when you least expect it, she will come to you in your dreams. I'm looking forward to Mama coming to me again in mine. Well, better go for now. Put that cup out for your Mom this morning, and you both enjoy that coffee. :) :)
Thank you again and hope to talk to you soon.