Sorry I haven't been on here for awhile, just thought I would update my progress in the past year. It has been a year and half since my husband past away, there are days that I still miss him and angry at the sametime because his life really didn't have to end this soon if he would have just taken care of himself. But then again I new he was tried of living his life sick all the time so I do know in my heart he is exactly where he wants to be may he rest in peace.  I am moving forward in mylife one day at a time, I am able to look at life in a whole new light.  This past Oct I went to a Woman of Faith Conference with my cousins in California. It was my first one and I must say it was the best thing I could have done. It made me realize that life is to short so you must enjoy every moment you have with your loved ones that are still around and that is exactly what I am trying to do these days. Looking to spend x-mas with my son and his family. I must say those grandkids can bring you alot of joy. My wish for everyone on this site a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.  Best Wishes Judy