My son was almost 25 when he and another young lady died in a freak car accident in the middle of nowhere heading back to work camp after picking up some groceries in town on Sept 10/14. He left behind a 2 year old boy whose mother will not allow me even a picture of the little guy. I am going for grandparents rights but I dont know that I am ready for that fight. I not only have to deal with his loss but the loss of most of my friends and support people including the death of one. it saddens me that there are so many things he will miss BUT he got to do so much that many his age dont and for that I am thankful.
I dont know how to do this Stephen. How do I handle your sister being pregnant and hoping it is a boy? How do I get through her wedding without ruining things for her because I am not ready for them? How do I get through her wedding with your other sister there not talking to me? How do I deal with the loss of so many friends? I wish you were here to talk to, you always had time for me. You were my champion, taking on your disabled mom's causes and my voice when I could do nothing about…Continue