Krystal, we, here understand your lost. It is truly a process - it is an on going journey which never ends. The process can not be rushed or wiped away. What you do have is the many BEAUTIFUL memories of your sisters. I lost my Dad and Mother and that has been years with the lost of my Dad - 2007- yet, I have some good days and some bad days. A song may come on that reminds me of him and I want to shut it off and other times it comes on and I want to cry it through. It is a process - we will never forget or loose the love we have for our lost love one. I do not know if you have a strong Bible belief but just note what it states at Revelation 21:3,4. That promise is given to us by our Heavenly FAther will soon be fulfilled - the pain of today will soon be a thing of the past. Take your time to heal from your lost and know that it is an on-going process - with many different emotions. You will always have a deep rooted place in your heart for your sister - it will never go away. You will always be full of love for your sister. I believe, the hard part is accepting she is no longer around for that physical interchange as a sister.
Krystal,Sorry to hear of the loss of your sister.Here on Legacy,you can share your thoughts and get support from others whom are going through this journey.We all may have different losses,but our grief brings us together.I loss my brother/only sibling in a drowning 5/28/14.For me sometimes I can't find the words to say how I feel,it's a deep pain and sadness that will be there FOREVER.
Hugs to you,elyse