Posted on February 3, 2010 at 3:50am
I am so sick of it. I lost my mom in late Sept. I have done everything I can to get thru this and it's 4 mos later and I just can't take the emptimess I feel anymore.
I just want to die and not wake up. Everyone says it'll get better. I believed them and it hasn't. The calls and emails have stopped and when I do contact someone, it's as if they have moved on and I haven't. I am out of ideas. I just want to run.