I have to begin at the beginning.
I am an only child but I used to be the middle child.
My younger brother died when I was 4 and I don't really remember him.
When I was 15 my older brother died on Aug 20,1990 in a car accident. I was the last one in our family to see him alive and we had fought that night. (still can't forgive myself) My brother Leif was my hero he protected me from my mother, who was very abusive and still hates me for living when both of her sons…Continue