Hi Linda, sorry it took so long to get back to you. I had nothing to report until today. I've been trying to be "in-tuned" to the things around me and have noticed butterfly's always around Cameron's plaque in our back yard. I have been depressed because I hadn't been able to dream about Cameron, then last night before I went to bed I talked to God and Cameron and asked them both for a dream...please. That night I had a wonderful dream about Cameron and it was pure joy. Like a visit with him. In my dream I knew that he had passed but was there to visit with me. It was beautiful.

I have been reading "The Barn Dance" (similar to "The Shack") and have ordered the "Matthew" book on Amazon (I couldn't find it in our local bookstore). Please let me know if you have any other advice. I look forward to hearing from you.

Your friend, Lauree

Hi Linda, Thank you for your notes. I'm planning to pick up "The Barn Dance" today and I'll download the other book you mentioned on my IPad. I appreciate the hope you give in your posts. That's what I need to hear. I lost my son May 28th. He was my youngest, 2 month shy of 22. We were very close and I feel now like there's a hole in my heart. At this time, the grief is intense. I've only had one dream about him, shortly after he passed but haven't been able to have another. I pray nightly for a dream but nothing yet. Thank you Linda, Lauree

Linda, Thank you for the comment on Nickolas's picture...yes, he is beautiful...and I miss him beyond words. It is late here in Michigan..or..early depending on how you view it..:) I could not sleep, this time of the year does that to me. I am prayinig for peace, but even after 5 years of walking this trail i find it difficult to find my way through his birthday and anniversary without travail. Peace to you...May God keep you in the palm of His hand. Sharon