Linda,Sorry to hear of the loss of your father.I think alot of the members here as well as myself feel guilt /regret.Try to think of the happy memories you have of your father.With my brother being gone,I have alot of emotions,some not so good.End of May will be 3 yrs my brother is gone.
I just accepted your friend request. You're new. What happened? My daughter and her husband were enjoying some beers when they got into an argument. He took their three little girls, 8,7, and 2 and went to his parents home. When he came home at 6:00 a.m. the next morning, she was gone. Candace had the game controls in her hands but her head was down. He thought she was sleeping and nudged her leg as he walked on by. In a couple minutes he came back and saw her face was dark and discolored. He gave mouth to mouth, did chest compressions and called 911. It was no use. My poor Baby-girl who just turned 30 and raising her 3 little girls, who Candace called "my Babies", was gone. I'll never forgive myself for not moving w/her when she asked me to. I told CANDACE my room-mate wouldn't let me come back. I'm not from the same state.I'll NEVER forgive myself, I hope God and Candace can!