Hi Linda

Thank you so much for your message I also felt the same when Kieran hung himself because he was the most gentle person and felt it was also a very violent way to go but i must say i was taken aback in the way your partner took his life.Ive had people tell me to get over it and your not the only one to suffer a loss but as you say its the way it happened makes the difference and they really could never understand the pain we are feeling.It would have beeen Kierans birthday next month so that is something i have to deal with and then in May will be his first year anniversary.You are in the early days and i know you will have lots of difficult days ahead im always here if you want to chat about anything Im sorry for your loss Ellen