"Welcome Esther, I am so sorry for your loss. I am happy you finally found your way here. I am also 4 years out, November 3rd was the anniversary if that's what you want to call it. Secrets cause to much turmoil, on top of what has been more…"
"Well it's been quite a long time since I have posted here. And i am sorry about that. For all the new survivors that are here I am so very sorry for your loss. It was 3 years on November 4, 2017 that i lost my partner of almost 25 yrs to…"
"Well I haven't checked in in awhile, by the looks of my last post quite awhile, when i was talking about the first anniversary of my partner Randy's suicide. I have passed the 2nd anniversary date which was back in November, tomorrow is…"
"Well November 3rd was the one year anniversary of my partner of 24 years Randy's suicide. Not quite sure why they call it an anniversary, I equate that with celebration and this wasn't. I tell everyone that so much has changed in the past…"
"I'm so sorry for your loss Sandra. I lost my partner of 24 years Randy back on November 3rd. Like you i'm sure I still can't wrap my head around what he did. There were definitely things going on in his life at the time, but…"
"Well I guess this is where I start, first time posting hoping this is where I need to be. My name is Linda I am from Gresham, Oregon and I am 58 yrs old. My partner of 24 years Randy took his own life 5 months ago, on November 3rd, 2014. Really…"
"Thanks Ellen yes no matter how they took there life, I have been told it's never about the method it's just a means to an end. Yes I was and still am very shocked by his method and will Never understand. Yes Randy's birthday is this…"
Thank you so much for your message I also felt the same when Kieran hung himself because he was the most gentle person and felt it was also a very violent way to go but i must say i was taken aback in the way your partner took his life.Ive…"
"Hi Ellen, I was reading your story. Actually I thought I was reading my own. My partner of 24 years took his own life 5 months ago on November 3, 2014. He left here one Sunday evening told me he was going to the store and that was the last time I…"
Thank you so much for your message I also felt the same when Kieran hung himself because he was the most gentle person and felt it was also a very violent way to go but i must say i was taken aback in the way your partner took his life.Ive had people tell me to get over it and your not the only one to suffer a loss but as you say its the way it happened makes the difference and they really could never understand the pain we are feeling.It would have beeen Kierans birthday next month so that is something i have to deal with and then in May will be his first year anniversary.You are in the early days and i know you will have lots of difficult days ahead im always here if you want to chat about anything Im sorry for your loss Ellen