Lisa Marie Oesterle....sorry about your son and the fact that you are having to do this alone..I suggest that you find at least one person to talk to and share your feelings with and also that you find an attorney to give you advice on seeing your grandchild...they have all kinds of laws now that protect grandparents rights..so sad that your d-i-l isn't able to share this period of grief with you..I only wish my son had had a wife and child that I could share his memory with...
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