Liz, when you write down your thoughts, you will realize that you are not alone. You are able to say what is on your mind, you are letting everyone know how much you loved your Dad and how much you miss him. The loneliness is always unbearable, it is as if you want to wake up from this terrible nightmare, but you can not. You are a wonderful daughter to your parents, now they are together. Remember you will see them again. There are no words I can say, just remember the love and care you gave your parents and how much they loved you.