MJ, I am saying a prayer for you right now. You have lost so much. When I read what you wrote, "He was my knight in shining armor," I felt a kinship, because my beloved David was my knight and my hero. I, too, believe in Jesus' promise that those who mourn shall be comforted. In the early days, and around the holidays, the pain is so great that it seems no comfort can get through, but I wait, as you do, to truly feel the comfort of the Spirit that I know is there for us. God bless you, MJ.