I know, I have been crying all day on and off, thinking of Lily and Christmas day without her. I know it is harder for you being the mom and you are very strong and it does help when Kelsey is around because I look at her and see Lily, they would have been almost the same and they looked just a like. Kelsey is what keeps us strong, and she is so cute and makes me laugh all the time. Just remember you can always talk to me and there is alot to read about on this site and you can talk to other mothers who have lost a child and they will understand how you feel. I love you.