My dear one passed away 4 months ago to suicide, leaving behind 3 beautiful children. I have been in a daze and just wanted the world to stop. Christmas was so difficult to face without him. Sometimes I feel like he is with me or maybe that is my wishful thinking. So many thoughts flood through my mind, I remember our last conversation so well, he told me so many beautiful things, little did I relize that he was saying goodbye!! He didn't want me to know and he hid it so well and was soo strong… Continue