I am very sorry about the tragic loss of your daughter. I also can't imagine that any year will be harder than the one we are living in. Did your daughter know her attacker? I'm sorry if I'm being too foward, I'm a details kind of person. I really appreciate you sharing your accident experience. The only thing that gets me through is believing that she was completely unaware of what was happening to her and that she is happy. Ashley had so much to look foward to and left a fiance and her 16 month old daughter behind. It was so sudden, I just can't believe she was ready to go. God Bless You...Hugs, Janice
Margie - I am so sorry about your precious daughter - my only child - our daughter - was murdered 6 years this coming April. Her husband killed her - ambushed her - and then shot himself. They lived next door to us and he staged the whole thing including callng me after he murdered her! I will never be tne same person - i feel dead inside!
Anger is a normal phase of the grieving process, however it sounds to me like you need to see support rather than keeping it all inside.There are many forms of grief support, professional as well as groups. You can get support fron those who are not family, the key is to get support, people you can count on to comfort and be a friend.
although I cannot imagine the pain of your tragic loss, I understand grief and its a journey that takes time and continued support. I imagine that your loss is magnified by the legal ramifications of this horrific crime. I encourage you to seek professional help if you feel you can't handle the pain and of course having a loving support system you can count on when you need it is imperative to your healing.
Im sorry you had to join our group but I will tell you this without these people i don't think i would have made it the last month, my 17 year old son was killed in a headon collision 500 feet from our house we watch for over 2 hours while he was traped in the car and could only see his hand hoping he would move which we knew was impossible they told us he died on impact. I haven;t read your profile but your daughter looks around the same age as my son, bless you and your family