I've always believed in our Lord since I ws a child.The Lord knows all and made the right decision, how could He not? It's been over seven years and it isn't as bad as it was. I'm still despondent but not over the top. I tend to isolate myself from others because I don't want to rain on their parade, as I'm always tired and nothing's funny anymore..
Welcome to our site MarieBlack. I lost my only child. Candace had just turned 30 yrs old. She has a husband and three little girls, At the time the girls were 8, 7 and 2. They are now 15, 14 and 9. My heart breaks for them but in all actuality, they're probably doing better than I am. Although the oldest girls school pix from last year, I can see the pain in their faces. They don't have a real smile, it looks fake. Although the youngest one looks fine. that's because she doesn't remember my daughter, Candace. Would you care to tell me the circumstances that brought you here? My just turned 30 yr old daughter was getting high with her girls dad. They got into an argument so he took the girls to his Mom's house. That's his story. I think he went to see a girl and that's why they were arguing. He didn't return until the next morning. Candace was sitting on the floor with the video game control in her hand. He thought she was sleep and nudged here as he took the kids into their bedroom. When he came back, he saw her face was turning black and started CPR and called 911, all to no avail!!! My only child, my lil' girl, my Boog, my Punkin'. I'll never be the same but hopefully I'm getting better. i KNOW I'll see her again because her Spirit came to me twice. I need to stay positive.