Hi,

My name is Mary and I just lost my husband of 46 years on Dec. 15, 2008 at 2:38pm I am so sad. I never thought the day I took him to the hospital he would not be coming home. The closest of our children live 5 hours away. We have 3 sons and 1 daughter. I don't know where I even want to live now.
I must sell our home as we were both on SS and now I have lost mine. I have just enough money now to pay my car note and mortgage. I just don't know what to do........ i am totally lost. He was my rock and my best friend. I must sell what i can and put the rest in storage until I decide. I will sell our home or lose it and with the economy so bad i will be lucky to be able to sell. Can anyone give me any suggestions? My husband "Leon" was cremated and I plan on a celebration of his life next year. He died in my arms at the hospital I am so glad I was there for that, although it was the most trematic thing i have ever been through. I just could not bring myself to a memorial also. I feel like I have a big hole in my heart and I feel like dying a little each day......