Well Christmas is coming and my heart is so heavy. I had a difficult time Thanksgiving but now I just feel people cannot grasp I still daily grieve the loss of my child. Not that I do not function but they just cannot grasp and understand my broken heart. I guess I need to understand them more. My niece let into me and said: they want to help me and I told her just love me. I don't discuss anything with family for they have moved on. I really hold to my faith and ask God to get me through each day so I can function and live a life worthy. I know my son understands my yearning to hear that voice or get that special hug. I was reading over comments and I pray for each of you. We as parents must support one another and just understand that we will have that void and hurt till we are reunite with our children.
Hugz Mary C. L.