Mary I am sorry for your lost, I have some idea of how you feel. I lost my first husband, I was in my twenties, fortunately we had no kids. But never the less I was without a husband.
You know that God did not creat us to be alone, remember when God created Adam, He saw that Adam was lonely, so God created Eve. But sometimes we find ourselves alone because of death. Gods will for mankind was and still is, for them not to die, Adam and Eve, would not have died if they had been obedient. It was only after they disobeyed, did they start to die.
Mary I know you are missing your husband, but did you know that God is going to resurrect all those sleeping in the memorial tombs. The Bible tells us that at John 5:28. So you see Mary, there is a chance that you will see your husband again.
You know that Psalms 37:11 says that the meek ones themselves will inherit the earth. So when your husband is resurrected, it will be right here on earth.
Do you remember Lazarus in the Bible? When you have a moment, please read about him at John 11:1-44. Did you notice in verse 11 when Jesus referred to Lazarus's death, he said that Lazarus was sleeping, but Jesus's disciples were baffled, they were thinking, if the man is resting, why wake him. Jesus could read there hearts, so in verse 14 Jesus outspokenly said that Lazarus had died. So you see Mary, your husband is only sleeping until Jesus awaken him right here on earth.
Mary I understand your pain so if you would like to talk please contact me at: email@example.com