Rosemary, Thanks for the note. I don't know when and if the anger will leave. I seem to have no control when it strikes but at the same time I am happy for the people that I get angry with (if that makes any sense) because I would get no satisfaction in seeing others going through my pain. Thankfully it is not a constant anger. It just seems to come and go. It breaks my heart even more because I don't understand why God needed to take my husband away from me. I need him so much. I know we should not question why things happen but it is so hard not to. Thanks again for your note and I hope to hear from you again.
Rosemary, You are not crazy by any stretch of the imagination. I hate seeing couples walking hand in hand or in a store shopping but being together when my husband is no longer here. I am happy for them that they still have each other but angry because my husband was taken away. This website is a God Send because I think I would have lost my mind without someone to talk to that truly understands. My heart is broken and it helps to know that others are experiencing the same feelings and that it is not me that is a monster for feeling this way. I wish you the very best and I will include you in my prayers. May God Bless You.