thank you both, Tracy & Connie so much for the nice thoughts. I had computer problems last night and couldn't reply, so I just cried and cried. What an awful day! I miss my baby so much. Today was a tad better I finally did the Social Security thing, boy did I hate that, a friend sat with me, when I choked up she took over. What an ordeal, the lady on the phone was real nice though. I also had to call the Coumadin Clinic - he missed his appointment, luckily I had a answering machine but I still cried telling her Steve had passed away... I really wish I was with him. I hate my life.
So Sorry or Happy Birthday won't do - so all I can say is that a long way from you - is a girl who feels just like you and will carry her weight in tears for you tonight and have your name in her thoughts before she goes to bed.
Maureen, I am so very sorry for your loss. I understand how devastated you are because I lost my husband 6 months before you on November 9th, 2009. I know it sounds foolish but I did not expect him to pass. I knew he was very sick but he had been very sick before and always came through it. This time he didn't and I am now alone. Even with our daughter home from school for the summer, I am still alone. It is going to tough for you for a while anyway but with the help of family, friends and this website, you will have a strong support group. May God Bless You and help you through this very difficult time in your life.