Mike, I still talk with Bernie, greeting him, wishing him a good day and good night when I sign off. He was a live-at-home close friend, and I just automatically think of him many times during the day. The pain has lessened. I find it easier to think of the fun times, or him coming into the kitchen to see 'what's for supper' every day. Try to be strong. She would want you to be. Strength and courage. Dave.