I've never had a blog before, but I need to reach out. I need to express myself in this deep abyss of insecurity. I feel it helps me tap whatever strength I can muster.



My husband of 33 and a half years died suddenly I his sleep Feb. 7 2014. He was 62. Cause of death is still unknown.



I am trying to deal with a quiet house, lonely moments and a lonely forecast for the future.



I have lots of friends and I have reached out to them. I like activity and went for a… Continue