Greetings Nancy,  my name is Jacqueline Rowles and my son Chuck committed suicide Dec. 22, 2010 and I still have moments where I break out sobbing.  I am sorry for your pain. HOw old was your son and how did he die if I am  not being horific in asking? This site is very comforting.  I  also get on a site titled Prayer Warriors which is great. God bless you, Love In Christ,Jackie

Greetings Nancy,  my name is Jacqueline Rowles and my son Chuck committed suicide Dec. 22, 2010 and I still have moments where I break out sobbing.  I am sorry for your pain. HOw old was your son and how did he die if I am  not being horific in asking? This site is very comforting.  I  also get on a site titled Prayer Warriors which is great. God bless you, Love In Christ,Jackie

Greetings Nancy,  my name is Jacqueline Rowles and my son Chuck committed suicide Dec. 22, 2010 and I still have moments where I break out sobbing.  I am sorry for your pain. HOw old was your son and how did he die if I am  not being horific in asking? This site is very comforting.  I  also get on a site titled Prayer Warriors which is great. God bless you, Love In Christ,Jackie

Greetings Nancy,  my name is Jacqueline Rowles and my son Chuck committed suicide Dec. 22, 2010 and I still have moments where I break out sobbing.  I am sorry for your pain. HOw old was your son and how did he die if I am  not being horific in asking? This site is very comforting.  I  also get on a site titled Prayer Warriors which is great. God bless you, Love In Christ,Jackie

((((Nancy))))  I am so sorry that happened.  A friend of mines' brother, her son hung himself also.  Over a girl.  He was 17.  I felt so sorry for them all.  My son was still alive then, and I couldn't comprehend it.  Now, I can.  How long ago did it happen Nancy?  It's very new to me, and I'm still kind of in shock I think.  If I am, I sure do dread it when I'm NOT in shock...I think they will have to commit me to a hospital somewhere.  It's just so unreal.  I keep looking for him to walk through the door you know?

I am here, and remember you can talk to me.  My email address is:  estesphyllis@yahoo.com  So you can email me anytime you want to talk, or just vent okay?  I will be your friend through this, and we WILL make it through this.

Sending you prayers, and hugs.

~PHYLLIS~ Chads' Mom

Hi Nancy,

I lost my only son Chad on May 7th, so I completely understand as everyone else does.  I hear it doesn't get easier...as for the pain, but tolerable as time goes by.  I am still reeling, and sometimes wonder why I'm left behind to deal with it.  Selfish?  I don't think so.  It's just how most of us feel I guess.  I lost him suddenly, no warning, and that was..is...the worst nightmare of my entire life!  I had always dreaded that sudden death of one of my children, and hoped it wouldn't happen to me.  When they knocked on my door, I did what I didn't ever think I would do..I sat there staring at nothing.  I'd always seen myself screaming..rolling around on the floor..at the funeral jumping in the casket saying.."Take me with him."  You never know what's going to happen in this rotten world..and you never know how you will react. 

How did he pass?  If it's not something you can share yet, I do understand that Nancy.  I'm so sorry for your pain.  I will talk to you one on one in messages if you want.  Just let me know.

BIG HUGS TO YOU!  I feel your pain..and agony.  It just plain hurts. 

~PHYLLIS~ Chads' Mom

I also lost my son in April Nancy...alit was in 2009...I still miss him and feel exactly like you do..even three years later..I have a daughter and her two children, but the loss of my son has totally changed me...as a person, a mother, and a female..please know that we all feel your pain and are here when you need us..sorry you had to come to this sight..thoughts are with you..Sandra