Hi NICKY SORRY FOR YOU'RE LOSS I LOST MY SON ON7/12/09 I MISS HIM.BUT HIS GIRLFRIEND HAS GONE ON WITH HER LIFEI THINK SHE ALREADY GOT MARRIED. AND I CAN'T GO ON WITH MY. IT WILL NEVER B THE SAME WITHOUT MY BELOVED SON.I JUST SAW YOU'RE POST.HOPE YOU'RE DOING BETTER.GOD BLESS YOU..
ALICIA JESSES MOM..LIFE GOSE ON BUT NOT THE SAME..ONE DAY AT A TIME

Hi Nicky
You have crossed my mind several times today. I got your comments and i just wanted to reply back to you.You are going to find a lot of people around you not understanding what we have been thru. At first a was really mad at kenny to for what i felt he had done.Then i had to understand that he must have been hurting really really bad to want to take his life.I was the last person to talk to him and i was the one to find him. It does not matter how hard i try i can't forget that night but i do hear my family/friends always trying to tell me how i should be over it.sometimes i feel it is earlier to talk to people here rather than talking to family and friends because they are more understanding.nicky, trust me it is okay to be mad at him because from my understanding thats part of the grieving process.We can get thru this because we are now survivors trust me i know not by choice right....