I dont think the pain ever goes away. These are our parents we lovwe them to deaf and they are apart of our every day lives. You have to know you did your best and you did the post for your parent. I know I did but I still have regrets. I think it os because we just want them to be here with us. Life without them was never imaginable. I would do anything to have my mom back back. You have to know it was nothing you can do to change the circumstances in the way your mother pass. I have to think that way too altough sometimes I want to think I can raiser her from the dead. BUt, since I cant I just stay in comstant pain over her.