I was actually joyful in finding this support group. I have been trying to cope with the loss of my mother last March and it has been a very difficult year. I have been trying to remember her in all her joyful time knowing that she is happy now, free of her ailing body.. and yet I miss her so. I remember her is every thing I do... funny how the loss of a loved one magnifies every mundane task that is associated with the departed.

I have started to follow rituals which my mother based…

Its been a while my ex-roommate has been battling bone cancer.  And I have been hearing from her on and off and it is tearing me apart as I see her progress towards her ailment...

She is in the hospital fighting with her last bit and I am feeling so helpless.

She has a son and her husband. The son is too little to know why she cries all the time.

She is in New Jersey and I am in India..and as I call her I receive only her answering machine..

I would like to tell…