saw you were on line just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts. i lost my son he made my life so much better. it happened dec.3 08. i am still going threw alot of frist every one says let me know if you need to talk then they just sorta blow you off. every time some ome says how are you i want to scream my son died and it hurts to breath i either can't get enough sleep or i'm eating trying to fill the emptyness well i could go on and on i miss him so much.
Dear Pauline, My name is Denise my husband had been gone almost a year and a half now sometimes it feel like just the other day. I do promise if you will allow the Lord to help you He will I pray consistly I don't know what I would do if I couldn't pray. I got me a journal right after he left and just started writing my heart felt feeling and you know it somehow works. It makes me cry everytime I read it but its like therapy It gets easier everytime. Our daughter took it so hard and she told me the other day Mama it is true time does help. I can honestly tell I do not remember any of last year I think that is how God has shielded me. I couldn't walk this walk without Him. I couldn't tell you in the beginning this but I know that I know that God has carried me all the way. He has blessed me beyond what I thought and knew. We had no insurance and noooooo money, I can not tell how me people gave me money, the funeral home is letting me pay 25.00 dollars a month, I'm still getting money shoved in my hand every week at church my missions trip this summer is all paid for, I can go on and on. I think the hardest thing is life does go on and its not easy but I can do this because I have a promise from God that one day very soon I am going to be with Dwight for eternity and I will never ever be separated from him again just think never ever again I do have something to look forward to and no one can take that away from me are our three children I am so blessed.