Hi Rafael, I noticed your post on the side of loss of children. I don't know who you lost but I can tell you that I have lost my daddy in 1991, my only sibling Richie in 1995, then my only child my son Joe at 42 years old in April 5, 2010 because of a male drunk driver using his girlfriend's SUV. By the way the case was dismissed against the male drunk driver who was 38 at the time.My son Joe lived with and took care of my dear mother who passed in 2012. Last year I found out that my first husband passed 5 weeks after our son. All of my aunts and uncles on both of my parents side passed. Not to count all the good friends from my HS and garden club and casual friends. I don't know who you lost at this time. It is our job to continue living regardless of who it is that we lost. I keep myself involved in my community. When we continue to live life we honor whoever it is that we love. I was in shock when I lost my son and couldn't cry in front of anyone. Actually, I controlled myself because ever since Jackie Kennedy I was so impressed by how dignified she was that I emulated her when my dad passed and it continued. However, I can tell you that when I was home I carried on screaming and crying. I would have been put away if someone saw me. If you want to talk I can tell you more of what I've done and what I do now. Life is for the living and I keep living but I need to accomplish many things before I'm called to leave this planet. If you want to talk then click on my name. I'm a very understanding individual and I have something to tell you. You are important and it's your job as it is mine to live life! May the force be with you!