Hi Raine please accept my sincere condolences on the loss of your son. You can join "loss of a child" started by Tami. It's normal to feel the ache daily as all of us on legacy loss of a child do understand. You are not alone because we have all been where you are now. I had only one child my son Joe; it will be 5 years April 5th that a drunk driver took him from everyone on this planet who loves him. Whatever you feel that hurts know that it's not unusual but the way we grieve. My son had no children or siblings. You can join the site and others will talk with you and be there for you by understanding your words. If you want to talk about your feelings or anything that helps you just click on my name and you'll be on my page.